Things change!

Here i am on a sunday absolutely no company and things to have come to a halt!

Look beyond!

Its has been quite extra ordinary, this whole thing of finding a partner. Extra ordinary because amount of people who just look at appearance!

I am no rajkumar with mirror cracking looks. Its now getting damm frustrating now.

I hope it doesnt translate into a feeling that this is a thing I need to get done with!

Low Energy

Its been quite strange feeling I have in the past 10 odd days. Dnt feel proactive. Think a lot.. A LOT!!. Overall very low energy.

There is nothing that has prompted this. Just generally spill over of events in ABs life. That has put me in spiral of thoughts.

Hope to refocus soon. Need to start firing now. HIGH TIME!

Thinking!

Blogging after a few weeks. It has been a funny day. Emotionally tiring. Happy, sad, angry, contemplative, etc.

But feel something is missing. But I cant do anything about it. Hope this too will pass.

Ridiculous Day

This was easily the most Ridiculous day at work! Boss jst snaps for no apparant reason. And he has this habbit to snap like a loose cannon every now then.

I respect him a lot. But after today incident, i feel i should take a call abt my future here before i loose respect.

Oppoetunities are knowing, but had ignored them uptil now. I guess now the time has come!

Lonely

Celebrated my 28th bday couple of days ago. Days leading up to my bday were quite turbulent. Emotionally! Am still not sure wht I am doing, wht shld I do and whts right. The void is very much there.

Moved on finally

Gosts of the past finally burried. Dettached. Angry. Moving on! Hope I dnt look bck now!

Crazy Night

Yesterday was a crazy night. A lot of outburst with VM. I seem to hav lost control over things & were I am heading. Hope to gain the lost focus back.. SOON!